52/365: Family portrait without Mom and Dad...

LOL Everyone's here but me and Jeremy...we're at the hospital! :-(

51/365: Missing Mama

I hope he missed me, at least! It would suck if he didn't!

50/365: BIG Yawn!

I finally captured a yawn! You have no idea how long I've been trying to do that! LOL

49/365: 'Sup?

I love the way he's looking through those slits - like, "'sup Mama?" LOL

48/365: Chillin.

Just chillin' on Mom and Dad's bed...

47/365: So pretty!

He's such a pretty baby - maybe it's because I am his Mom, but I really believe it. LOL

46/365: Profile

He looks just like his Daddy in profile shots!

45/365: His Mommy Rocks

Yep. LOL ROFL

44/365: Daddy's #1 Draft Pick

I love that shirt! He's with my Dad in this picture.

43/365: Dinner Time

He loves to eat, that's for sure!

42/365: Sweet Again

He turned sweet again today. Thank goodness.

41/365: Pissed.

Yeah - he was pretty mad here. Not sure why, but he made a really great pissy pants face.

40/365: My guys.

I love 'em!

39/365: Favorite Place

This is one of Jesse's favorite places to hang out right now, but not right after a feeding (at least not with the vibrate feature turned on!).

38/365: Sweet boy!

Such a cute sleeper. LOL

37/365: Upset

Never could figure out why, but he was upset all day...

36/365: Pills

Another cell phone picture. Yes - I'm addicted to my cell phone camera. LOL

Yep - this is what I have to take every day (well, it's usually only six but today two antibiotics were added for one week)... Some of them are twice a day... Blah. The rundown:

.5mg Klonopin
150mg Wellbutrin
?mg Iron
800mg Ibuprofen (at least twice a day, more lately with fever)
Neevo Prenatal
Colace (twice a day)
500mg Levaquin
500mg some other a/b (twice a day)...

Postpartum SUCKS for me.

35/365: Paci!

Usually, he HATES a pacifier, but in this rare moment it actually worked to get him to stop screaming. He has gotten to the point where he wants to eat like 2 or 3 ounces every hour, and that's just not gonna happen - that's way too much too soon! So to hold him off for at least 45min to an hour more, we just try to make him happy by letting him suck other things, like his fingers or his blanket because he usually won't take the pacifier. Today he did and I was SO relieved.

I know his spit up/stomach issues would be SO much worse if he ate that much that often! :-(

34/365: Feed Me NOW.

Jesse is getting more and more demanding about eating. It's really strange how quickly it has happened - but it has mostly to do with the fact that he is having tummy troubles and I guess since he doesn't keep much down he stays more hungry... We're working on it, though.

33/365: Burp Time

Ever so slightly more difficult to burp him now...he doesn't want to stop eating to burp!

32/365: Hmmmmmm...

Small boy in deep thought. Wonder what he's thinking about? Probably big things.... LOL :-) Of course, this was taken with my cell phone! I think that's the only camera I'm ever going to use any more!! LOL

31/365: Holding Daddy's Thumb

I LOVE this picture! Simple picture taken with my cell phone, just randomly in the moment... Life with Jesse is so fascinating, though it might be hard to see it unless you're the new parents. LOL :-) Hope no one is getting tired of these random pictures of our new baby! LOL

30/365: My Boys' Hands

Jeremy holding Jesse's hand. Another cell phone shot - I love my cell phone's camera, especially since Jeremy broke our pocket camera while we were in the hospital...

29/365: Granddaddy's Hands

Yet ANOTHER cell phone pic - this one is my dad's hand holding Jesse. It's so cool - he could almost fit all of Jesse in his one hand when he was first born - almost still can here. LOL

28/365: Jesse's Feet

Another cell phone pic - this one was taken while he was sleeping in my arms right after a feeding. Fun.